Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
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crapppp.i feel like some shit today.
i feel really crappy.
its like someone took the soul outta me.
and i got a pretty shrewd idea who.
i realised not everyone will be there for you everytime you need help
and i think im just too dependent on other people.
maybe i did something wrong or said something wrong,
maybe u would think im selfish or sth.
but i've got reasons,
and you don't seem to understand them at all.
i try to stop thinking about you,
but you're like an inescapable shadow i've to return to.
i try to live life without you,
but you took away my heart and soul.
i try to give in to your every request,
in earnest.
i try very hard,
very.
i try to smile and be happy everyday,
to live a normal life.
i try to return to life like it was before falling in love with you,
all i get are tears.
i try too hard,
to forget you.