Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 12:42 PM
* Feeling down
Feeling really lousy right now. Gosh, I keep thinking I've screwed things up with og35 and I regret not doing alot of stuff like running for council or joining all those really cool activities in school. I keep trying to organise outings for og35 and keeping us together but I guess there isn't any hope of keeping everyone together because all of us have different schedules and it's really really hard to get everyone out together. Just thought of this idea of attaching notes to lollipops and giving them out to og35 by putting them in their angel/mortal box and writing "meet at our favourite spot near the netball court at 3pm! Don't be late! :)" but I think it would hardly work. Sometimes I get tired from all those rejections too :X I'm afraid I really have bad relationships with people and I'm so scared of bugging people. I mean, when Brandon told me I've got a really bad reputation in school I was scared shitless :( its kinda scary to know that people know you and you don't know them; and it's in a bad way. Now I miss high school life and my friends, I really do :( I miss the days we crapped, played pool and LAN after school, I miss skipping classes with them. I miss those really nice teachers like mrs chan and mr tieu :( I miss taking sciences. Generally feeling stupid and crappy now. Going to post this when I wake up tomorrow. Just trying to sleep all these negative feelings off right now. Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
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Fucking blogger jibai one. I shifting new blog.
Tag again soon.
Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
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I've been leading a spectral existence these few days.I don't know what I'm doing.
But it seems to me this should stop.
Perhaps.
A new confidante.
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Mrs Chan talked to us about verbally bullying Keith today.
I think no one is going to bully him anymore.
But he's still an outcast,can't change the fact.
Maybe his luck will change and people will treat him better.
Meanwhile,in the short term,due to Mrs Chan's prowess,
Keith will probably get a little immunity from insults.
For now...
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 8:33 PM
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I'm losing you,
my last stronghold of love and hope.
I know you're stressed over so many things,
and i really should help you tide over this time.
Words really fail me this time,
so I'm gonna dedicate this song to you.
Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 7:17 AM
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*YAWNNNNN!*sleepyhead.
lol.
rained last night. real good to sleep in.
yet i thought about too much stuff :S
like always.
finished all my homework:D
that's good news haha.
been watching eyeshield 21 lol.
its an anime about rugby.
haha,quite nice stuff.
this guy whose always bullied runs damn fast,
cos he's always chased by bullies lol.
so he manages to run 40 yards in 4.2s.
just watching this anime gets me all riled up lol.
the soundtrack's really nice too.
and time of eve IS FREAKING NICE.
abit boring sometimes lol,
but,
ITS GREAT!
gotta watch it guys and gals :D
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 3:54 PM
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maybe
we are lost in the deep blue ocean of loneliness,
of mistakes,probably.
maybe
we are tired of this all the time,
the jealousy and hurt.
maybe
we are always bickering about stupid stuff
about who treats who better.
have you all stopped to think,
just for that moment,
how much we actually love each other
and these things don't really matter.
let me tell a story now,
a story of happiness,
of love,
of jealousy,
of sadness.
once upon a time,
there were 4 friends.
they had met each other,
since they were young.
after their exams,
they went their separate paths.
and 2 of them remained in the same school,
while the other two stayed in contact.
fate brought them all together,
on may 14.
and they were a happy lot,
for they were joyful.
time passed,
as they say,
familiarity breeds contempt,
and discord grew.
jealousy sowed its seed,
anger and unhappiness were its flowers,
and hate was its fruit.
i love you all,forever,no matter what.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 9:12 AM
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Times we had together.
So blissful,free of worries.
Yet now,
Ruined in our hands.
http://wishes-of-freedom.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html
ME.SHINYI.CHINGHUN.DINGRONG
HAHAS
Then went starbucks to eat
Wahs damn wierld
I was the only person eating my oreo cheesecake
And everyone was looking at me
$6! ch's coffee blended cost $7 which is oso ex
But at least it can make him full
Then, went home.
On the mrt, laugh until like siao
Unfilial daughter.
LOL
I can't stop luffing with them =D.
HAHAHS
~GNYH!
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School reopened today after a veryvery long break! but i still want even longer cos i still want to rest and play more :D kay sch details i shall skip, now after school! As usual, i met the 3 horny aunties and uncle hahahaa. Germaine, dingrong, chinghun and me met at Cityhall at 2.30pm then we headed off to marina square to eat :D the initial plan was bugis but it was called off cos of the rain-.- zzz somemore so cold.
we slacked at yoshinoya and started crapping again then we walked around Marina square^^ marina square was rather plain lol. so we went over to Suntec instead :D omg i didnt know suntec could be that fun hahahaa.
LOL the 4 of us lived in this world for 15years (okay maybe for chinghun and me, 14years) and we didnt even go to the fountain of wealth at suntec before o.O
so when we saw that we were damn high hahaha, so we tried to act as if we were tourists, but cant cos we were in uniform.
we really did that hahahhaa
group picture! :D okay the security guard is nice :D although we are not tourists, he still helped us take this group photo hahaa. okay just hope that the wish that i wished for comes true^^
we slacked at yoshinoya and started crapping again then we walked around Marina square^^ marina square was rather plain lol. so we went over to Suntec instead :D omg i didnt know suntec could be that fun hahahaa.
LOL the 4 of us lived in this world for 15years (okay maybe for chinghun and me, 14years) and we didnt even go to the fountain of wealth at suntec before o.O
so when we saw that we were damn high hahaha, so we tried to act as if we were tourists, but cant cos we were in uniform.
we really did that hahahhaa
group picture! :D okay the security guard is nice :D although we are not tourists, he still helped us take this group photo hahaa. okay just hope that the wish that i wished for comes true^^
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ahhas. after school went out with germaine, ch kor and shinyi :D
was late because germaine had "something stupid" on her mind.
they said i was on drugs.
then in the end turns out 3 girls were crazy and ch kor wasnt.
I WANNA GO FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH AGAIN!
meant to make a silent wish but i screwed up.
i shouted it out and started splashing everyone.
LOL. then posed for pics there.
the security guard was hilarious. ;D
or at least the questions i asked him were funny.went starbucks slacked.
they kept saying i was high when we went past the lingerie shop.
i laughed damn hard, flushed red, cheeks hurting, stomach aching and all.micole's principle makes real sense: if you cant grow (in height), the only way you'll grow is ur cup size.
LOL!kept niao-ing germaine lol. real fun ;D and the imaginary poles. lol. boobs bashing.pasta mania with them this saturday. OH HO I CANT WAIT!
editt
i just rmbed the cat didnt want me to touch it. dammit. i bet it's female, letting ch kor touch it and whatever. and yes, we shall work in a pet shop and earn bucks! yay.
i think it's very nice being close sixeighters. we may be some of the ones. or maybe the only ones. but i think the time spent is fun :P
i think it's very nice being close sixeighters. we may be some of the ones. or maybe the only ones. but i think the time spent is fun :P
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